She was the one that stretched my heart wide open.
I remember as if it happened just yesterday. It was a painful break-up. I had a huge crash; I was lured into an illusion of perfect harmony and countless possibilities. It was the first time when I actually felt so trapped into an illusion. Normally my self-preserving spidey-senses are pretty strong; but somehow, they didn't tingle.
When I fell, I hit the ground pretty hard.
The pain was very alive in me when I joined a powerful meditation on the 10 Wisdom Goddesses. Kali, Tara, Sundari poked and pushed me in different ways. When the time came to meditate on Bhuvaneshvari, the beautiful Mahamaya, all the pain mapped out in front of my eyes.
I said ‘no, I don't accept that kind of behaviour’; She said ‘let go of that belief’. I let go, a stretch of the heart.
I said ‘no, I don't deserve this’; She said ‘let go of that conviction’. I let go, another stretch of the heart.
I said ‘I cannot love like this’; She said ‘let go of that pride’. I let go, further stretch of the heart.
And so it went on and on.
I witnessed all of my beliefs, boxes, patterns rise up and She pushed them away one by one until they dissolved in the heart space. All I had left was love that kept pouring whichever direction my attention moved.
It is an honour and privilege to present this magnificent Goddess on my online workshop; 26-29th of March. Looking forward to exploring the vastness of the heart and the illusions of the mind invoking Bhuvaneshvari with you.
You can find more information on the full Mahavidya Program here.
Currently I am going through a review process of the program now that we are hitting half-way. One important improvement introduced among many smaller details is a private Facebook group, ‘The 10 Wisdom Goddesses’ with regular content feeds and live sessions to strengthen the community support. You are welcome to join NOW and benefit from the FREE content.
There will be further upgrades in the next phase of the program. Please note it is the last month during which current price scheme will apply. If you were thinking about signing up, now is the time to catch these launch prices.
Much love
Dijan
